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Saturday, January 14, 2012

I am here

I am so sorry I have not been able to post to my blog.
I have been very sick with side effects and they had to stop chemo
I have severe neuropathy in my hands and feet so bad I have not been able to type. I have had pneumonia and/or bronchitis for over 2 months.
And been to the ER several times.

I have made a few updates thru FB over the last couple weeks tapping out a few things with a large kindergarten chubby pencil.
But was not able to blog , the pain is so bad.
I will try to do better.
I should have taught my Mom how to update it for me.
I just got to sick , and in pain....
They did finally put me on meds to hopefully help with the pain of the neuropathy on Wed.

I found out this past Tues that I still have cancer in both sides of my chest where they did they mastectomies when I went to the consult for the RADS.
I had been led to believe it was just in the side that was invasive.
He didnt want to have to do RADS on both sides if I still need surgery.
He wanted me to have more surgery first...Then RADS.

The next day I had to see my oncologist for the first time since they stopped chemo.
He told me that my surgeon..or no other surgeon would do surgery on me because my lungs are now in such bad shape from the COPD and chemo that I would die on the table...or never come off a vent.
I felt like someone had thrown cold water in my face.

Please keep me in your prayers that the chemo killed the cancer...and that if there was any left after chemo that the radiation will kill it.

Trusting in God...and Knowing that he knows whats best for me.
I know I can be healed by him, even without surgery.

My son Jason came and took me out to eat last week....
As you can see by the pic's I am looking better then a couple weeks before :)

Looking pretty bad here....

I look a bit better after 2 weeks ...


  1. It breaks my heart that you have to go through this. I am still praying that God will heal you and allow you to enjoy life again. God bless my friend.
    Vickie (Holdway) Mediate

    1. Thank you Vickie
      I know God can heal me even without surgery if that's his plans for me.
      I love that blogger now lets me comment back in the time I have been gone :)

  2. You are an inspiring, strong woman. Keep the faith. I believe you will prevail!!!!!!

  3. I think of you daily and you are in my prayer to God , strength hope and love we are all behind you !!

  4. Your line at the top of the blog says it all. Hold on tight to that courage. You are still in my mind that spunky skinny girl in elementary school- I don't think you've changed a bit(except for the plaid dresses.)

    Prayers and peace of mind that passes all understanding, Joanne

  5. Melanie Crago RubleJanuary 14, 2012 at 6:48 AM

    I know God can heal you even without surgery. He gives people miracles every day. Pray for you all the time.

  6. You are in my prayers, you are an inspiration to all of your friends. keep strong Hun. Hugs

  7. Debbie,
    You are one of the strongest women I know,I pray everyday for you and I know with the help of all your angels watching over you they will help you threw every bad day and every goodday they are always with you.Love you and just fight the fight. Tari

  8. Debbie, I am keeping you in my prayers everyday and I know God listens and will do what is best for you. I pray that your pain goes away and you are able to enjoy a pain free life. God gives us only what we can handle and you are an amazing woman and I know he will heal you. God bless you and watch over you ! Never give up the fight.

  9. Debbie has been very strong through her surgery in Sept, chemo and the neuropathy pain. We all believe that God can heal Debbi and ask for every ones prayers. I know that Debbi appreciates all the prayers and kind words....Love to all...Debbi's Mom

  10. debbie, My heart goes out to you as you brave each appointment,each set of info from you drs. It is a difficult time. I know you have great faith and I know that helps you face each day. I wish you only love around you and peace to your heart and spirit. Your strength has helped so many. May your road calm .love to you deborah O

  11. Oh my dear Cyberfriend ... my heart breaks for you and the pain you've had to endure. You are so strong and so brave and a inspiration. My thoughts and prayers are with you ... I wish you peace in the mist of the storm. Love & prayers. Glenda

  12. Hey Debbi, i am praying harder than ever that God heals you without surgery!!..stay strong..know you are loved..<<>>>

  13. Never....ever....give up your battle. I know these words are really easy for me to say, but you must believe them. Your strength must come from within you to beat this monster. Remember the old Rangers cheer... "Go! Fight! Win!".

  14. SO glad you were finally able to post! As you can see, we were all very worried about you. So very sorry for all your pain. I do not know why you have to go through all of this, I only know that God is good, all the time, no matter what. He loves you and is holding you in His hand. Lean heavily on Him. Immerse yourself in Psalms; reading them helped me so, so much when I was at my lowest. I still turn to them often. I will increase my prayers for you, and God will hear of my sorrow and frustrations over your suffering!

  15. I am sorry to hear about all of your challenges *hugs.*

    My nueropathy did improve after chemo (I was one Gabapentin during chemo to help).

  16. DEBBI! I am so happy to see your post! I've been thinking about you. I miss you here in the blogosphere. Your voice is important!

    I am so, so sorry to hear of the nightmare you have been through with the chemo, the cancer, the neuropathy. I am glad the drugs are finally helping. Also happy to hear you have the support of your loving family.

    Your humor shines through despite your pain; you had me laughing at the image of you typing with a chubby kindergarten pencil! (Maybe a family member can type the words for you as you speak them so you don't use up too much precious energy!)

    I'm keeping you in my prayers and I look forward to hearing from you again soon that the neuropathy is better. Let us know what your next plan medically is.


  17. You are so brave and such an inspiration to all the people who love you!! Even with everything your going through you are there for everyone else..I am so sorry you have had to go through all the unneeded stress when you should be able to concentrate on yourself..You are such a wonderful Mother,Nana,Daughter,Sister, and Friend!! We love you more then you will ever know..You keep being the strong beautiful person you are!! I know God will get you through this he has so many more plans for you on this earth..Love you sooooo much!!! Jen

  18. Deb, I kept looking for you to resurface. So happy you are feeling strong enough to post. Just another breast cancer woman holding your hand. You are not alone. Feel all the hands holding yours through this. Kim

  19. Debbie, I just wanted to write and say I hope you're feeling better. It's two weeks since this last post of yours and hopefully, the meds are doing their job. Let us know how you're doing. xoxo

  20. Hi Debbi,
    I know I read this but I'm not doing too good on keeping up on everything.
    Hope you are healing and you will have the energy to give us an update..... You are surrounded by many.

  21. Been thinking about you Debbi, Stay strong sweet lady, you can beat this you don't need the Chemo, you are looking better in your last picture and I know your going to be okay. Lots of Love

  22. Hi Debbi - Keeping you in my prayers for your strength to return and God's healing hands warms your body. I think of you often as many do. Wishing you good health and a speedy recovery. Godspeed.

  23. Debbi, I hope and pray that you are getting stronger every day. We miss your voice in the blogospere. Let us know how you are doing when you get a chance.

  24. Hi Debbi,
    You're an heroine! You are a mirror for other women who are struggling with breast cancer! Best wishes for you all!

  25. I just saw your note on your Facebook page. My heart is broken. I am putting the link to the FB page here in case the rest of your blog buddies don't know you on FB.....

    Gentle hugs to you....


  26. AnneMarie thank you for posting the FB link...

    DEBBI I have been worried about you!!!!! I am praying for strength for you to get through this challenge.


  27. Hang in there - we are all behind you!
    prayers and support are being sent to you

  28. Rest in peace, sweet Debbi. We will all miss you for sure, but know you are an angel watching over your loved ones now, and in peace.

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  32. I am leaving a comment here... where I first met Debbi. Although I'd been following her on Facebook, I only learned tonight that Debbi has been stolen by this disease. I saw this on Renn's blog. We are a tight bunch and we do keep tabs on each other.....

    I am so sorry for yet one more voice silenced and one more life taken. I hope Debbi's family knows she is missed by many more people than they even realize.

    I send my love to all of you.....


  33. How did I even miss this? I feel like I was just punched.
    Rest in Peace dear lady...

    I am so sorry for her families loss.
    Love Alli........

  34. When I see your writing I feel proud to read it because this for writing on breast cancer. By the way this news has depleted me to read with joy that you are in some injuries. I pray for you to come on first writing once again. Breast cancer has been so harmful for the world that this has made us helpless. Bur proper treatment has broken all the limitations created by breast cancer.

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